^^just a normal girl ^^

Special plan for this year Christmas Eve…. Yeah yeah!!!
I had been to Lost World of Tambun with my sis and ex-classmates as celebration…
1st of all, I would like to apologize for being late again…
(It seems to be my bad habit… I will try to change it…)
We were there from 10.30a.m. to 6pm…

main entrance...

my ex-classmates....

the snake hold by the zookeeper...

i'm feeding Ruby...

After wondering in the petting zoo, we were heading to the pools as the weather was so hot…
There were so many people and it made me wondering the chance to meet a familiar person…
At that moment, I really saw an IPSAH’s senior with her family…
We just gave each other a smile and we continue the activity with our members…
After spending more than an hour in the water, we went for our lunch…

waiting to buy our "battery"...

after finish our lunch...

happy day...

I wanted to have a trip long time ago…
But every plan was just a plan until this time…^^
I had planned to visit Qian Qian at Malacca since Sem2….
I’m so happy when I got the chance to get there this holiday…
A bit disappointed with the absence of 翼之友… haiz…
Never mind, I think there will be other chance in future… hehe…
I went there for 2 day and 3 nights…
Really fun to be there…
I had gone to many interesting place and tasted many special food with Qian Qian…
Other than being my companion, she also took the pose of photographer…
Too bad, the professional photographer had a bad model…
(Sorry for that…^^)
Anyway, appreciation for Qian and her family must not be forgotten…
Qian Qian…. She had spent her precious time accompany me…
Qian’s bro and sis…. They were the driver for us….
And also Qian’s parent… They had brought me to taste the famous “beef ba kut the”…
Really thanks to all of them….^^
Sorry for disturbing and please forgive me if I had done anything wrong….

Qian Hui and me....

Yesterday PS said that she wanted to go back to her hometown today…
With the reason of she still can’t take heavy thing…
We decided to accompany her until Butterworth’s bus station…
Her bus ticket was 9.30am, so our journey started about 7am…
We planned to go back after her bus started…
But Kris said he wanted to buy present for his friend…
Since we were in Butterworth we decided to find it at there….
Our first station was Butterworth’s market…
We went there for breakfast…
After the breakfast, we found a playground…
All of us played at there like small kids…

After some time, we went to the next station….
Our next station was Jusco…
We had our lunch at a Korean restaurant…
This was my first time had Korean food, it taste really “special”…
We thought to have “2012” in the cinema but too bad it out of ticket…
So we had spent our time in a “play station”…
This time, I crazy in shooting game again…
High score for this time only got 132…
Need to practice more… hehe…
After that was dinner time….
We had it in “old town”…
Final station was SP… haha…
We went back by 7pm bus…
I really felt happy with today journey… hehe…

Don’t know started from when, relationship between us getting closer and closer…
What make us getting together??? I am wondering…
Whatever… This wasn’t important…
This is because what we care about is ‘now’… Is it right my dear friend???
I am glad that given the opportunity to become one of this group….
Because of you all, I have learned that being frank with other is a good thing…
I understood that it is hard to be done but at least we need to try it…
This really can solve many misunderstanding…

I knew that recently all of you facing a lot of problem…
Although I can’t give any help to you all, but I still can be a good listener…
Actually you all always impress me….
Everyone will be emotional, but you guys can control it so well…
It makes me so ashamed…
The reason is I always ruin thing by my emotion….
I’m sorry my friend…
I will try to make some changes…
Hope there is enough time and perseverance for me…

有人说我是因为感到被忽略，所以才会有这种举动。。。
如果真的是这样，也许是你们按到我的依赖按钮了。。。
这让我担心融入不了这圈子。。。
也担心我们的关系会有所变化。。。
我知道你们一定会说我杞人忧天。。。
但我却停止不了这想法。。。
过去的事让我不得不多想。。。

我其实知道这些举动不应该时常有。。。
但却控制不到。。。
不但令你们担心，也会觉得我很烦。。。

我决定要做些改变。。。
但我肯定这不能在一瞬间做到。。。
所以希望你们能给我一点时间和帮助。。。
在我犯同样毛病时提点我一下。。。
小女在此谢过。。。

我怎么了？？？
为何我会如此情绪化呢？？？
我不懂。。。

我连现在的感受到底是快乐？？悲伤？？失望？？还是生气？？？
我也不知道。。。
我只知道我的眼泪会莫名其妙的落下。。。
我的心也不知道为什么会有被楸着的感觉。。。

谁能告诉我？？？
我到底发生什么事了？？？

Today was the last for this camp…
After breakfast we were asked to remove all the tent…
There was a closing ceremony at 8am…
We will be going back to school after the ceremony…
So we need to pack all the thing before it…
Saiful was busy helping us to take photo as memory for each tent member...
Thanks my friend...

" tentmate"... taking before remove our tent... hehe...

all the participent...

Activity for today was island hopping…
We were so excited with it…
Before the activity started, we divided into 5 groups this time…
I’m in group 2 with present of our school Pengarah and his wife…

Our first station was Pulau Beras Basah…
This island is so beautiful…
The sea water was so clear until we can see small fish and beach was full with fine sand …
We stopped by for about 20 minutes to have photo and play in the cooling water….

Pulau Beras Basah....

Then we went to see the eagle being feed…
We were a bit unlucky this time…
The eagles seem to be full with the food given by the tourist before us…
We hard to see them getting closer for the food we gave…
After sometime, we gave up and went to the next island…

the eagle looked so small from this view....

Our next destination is Pulau Dayang Bunting….
What so special about this island???
This island has the shape like a lay down pregnant woman…
There is a legend about the forming of the island too…
Other than that, there is a lake in the island…
Lecturers had organized many competitions among the groups…
I’m so happy because our group had won most of it…

Pulau Dayang Bunting...


whole group with two Hong Kong tourist...

We were having so much fun today...

Its worth for us to pay for it...

Hehe...

jungle tracking...

The activities in the afternoon were abseiling and exploring cave….
I was so scared of getting up there…
I had tried once in the gym with a very short distance…
Yet I had failed to get down safely…
With that height in reality I really dare not to try…
So I kept hiding myself behind my friends or mixed in those who had tried it…
When they said the lecturer asking member for cave exploring I quickly ran there…
Actually there was nothing special in the cave…
The lecturer simply asked us to go in there just with a small torch light in his hand…
I really felt that I was so useless… I kept troubling my friend at there…
Luckily they didn’t mind and willing to lend me a hand…
Thank you so much…

1st day of October I went for a 4 day 3 night camp…
Camp organised because it was in the syllabus…
Actually we were lucky for getting the chance to camp at the Langkawi…
Before this they were about to cancel it and make it in Pulako…
It sounds so stupid having a camp in the school area…

We reach the Beringin beach resort in noon…
First thing to do were setting up all the camp…
Pity us… our camp don’t have enough equipment…
Our camp should be the second finish…
But it ends up being the last finish…
Haiz…

Then followed with water confident activity…
We were asked to do ducky and turtle walk, before going to the deep sea…
1st time had the chance to swim until the middle of sea…
(We were wearing life jacket and under the leading of the lecturer…)
Most of us hurt our hand when we got back to the shore…
It was the result of going through the seabed was full of sharp stone…

At night, we learn to do the ikatan…
It was preparation for tomorrow abseiling….
Actually I prefer to have a try on flying fox instead of abseiling…
But we had to follow majority so the second choice on…

The day ends after night duty at 2am to 3am…

while waiting for the ferry to arrive

having breakfast in the mamak stall nearby the jeti

I am glad that I can go back to Ipoh today…
Thought that I have confirmed the time for the bus pass by our school…
I was so relax watching drama and packed my thing in the hostel…
Then I waited the bus to the bus station at 4.50pm…
(The bus to Ipoh will be departure at 5.30pm…)
There were 2 buses pass by…
But the stupid bus drivers don’t bother to stop at all….
Same with the taxi driver….
Haiz…
Getting worried as time passed…
Different kind of thought appeared in my mind…
“Maybe I should ask xxx or xxx to give me a ride…” or “I might just walk to there…”
I really don’t understand how I could come out with these stupid ideas…
At last, a group of Malay girl approaches me…
(Maybe feeling pity seeing my nervous face…)
They asked me to call the taxi uncle…
Luckily the uncle was coming here to fetch a group of my junior, then I can tumpang them…
Before the taxi arrives, I made a call to the ticket counter….
The stupid receptionist, don’t know what is polite…
When I told him I met some traffic problem, can you ask the driver to wait for a while…
He just used “LCLY” tone told me:“Mereka akan tunggu 5 minit sahaja.Bas akan bertolak tepat pada 5.35pm. “
Ok, I just received his word patiently since it was my fault…
Reached the bus station at 5.32pm…
Get onto the bus, my seat was occupied by somebody….
Double confirm my ticket, it was my seat….
Then the little cute girl say:” Ya, I had sat your place…”
“Then can I know which your original seat is??” asking her patiently…
“Behind there, 9B.”
I’m looking at her, waiting patiently for her to move from my seat…
Then she continues with an innocent look:” Aren’t we can sit whenever place we want?”
Voices in my heart saying:
“ Children also know that we need to sit according to the ticket number if not what is the use of the number given to you. How come you told me this kind of nonsense here???”
Then I answer her:“No. You must sit according to the number given”
Kept looking at her, wondering when she will move…
She spoke again,“Do you really want me to leave???”
“….”
My heart spoke again:“If I don’t need you to leave then why am I standing here like crazy people…"
Anyway at last, I brought out ex-5S5 class’ motto “shinobu”.
I walked to the last seat which should be her place and sat there...
Because of her, I'm going back to Ipoh with the nauseate feeling along the journey…

After 4 days being lonely, finally they were back from camping in Langkawi…
Their return made me so happy…
I’m not lonely again and they had brought back chocolate as souvenir…
Yeah!!! Is my favourite chocolate…
Thanks my friends…
But too bad we don’t have enough time to gather and chit-chat…
Pity them, can’t have enough rest after it…
They need to rehearsal for the moon cake festival show …
Well, I think they have done a good job…
Tiredness didn’t affect their performance at all...
Gambate my friend....
Remember that you are the best....

Actually I need to burn the midnight oil to finish my assignment…
(Finally they began to come back from the North Pole because the due date is coming soon…)
But can’t concentrate on it, so here I come…

Actually I found that most all my classmate had finished their work…
(I'm the only one who still relaxing here... hehe...)
Then I discovered that my classmate really crazy…
How could they do the assignment up to 60 pages???
For me, I will have the most 20 pages to finish it …
But how could they have their work done with 3 times more than mine???
I really don’t understand…
We got the same information for the assignment...
But how come you all so "cemerlang"???
I really don’t know what I should add on to be as much as them…
Haiz...

4 in the morning…
Still stay awake doing nothing at my classmate’s room …
Thought to finish our group assignment for basic math…
Discussion started from 11pm until….
1st hour was wasted by watching drama…
They watched 花样男子while I watched hanazakari…
Then started our work + chatting on Skype…
After half an hour discussion (they were in half sleep mode) …
Leaving me alone doing the work blurring…
They went to have their supper or breakfast???
Now waiting them to combine the work which was half completed…
Later still need to complete it…
Wondering why they were in the rush…
Due date for this assignment is 6 of September…
Why you all must complete today???
I think midnight oil shouldn’t burn by now…
The right timing to burn it stills an unknown…
Haha…

Holiday for one week just ended…
Tons of assignment should be done in this holiday…
But I let all of them travelling in North Pole…
Activities like hanging out with old friends could not be on…
Because they were busy preparing for their trial…
So what have I done???
Nothing… I have done nothing…
I just wasted my precious holiday like piggy…
Schedule for the whole week were sleeping, eating and playing games…
Maybe sometime accompany my mum shopping…
(Stuff that we bought almost was my things… hehe…)
The result is my weight increases and my mum pocket turned empty…

P/s: always regret with what I have done…
so this time don’t think of it anymore…

被妈妈唠叨了几天，今天终于甘愿收拾我的书桌了。。。
虽然说是收拾，其实我只是在东摸摸，西看看。。。
却没想到让我翻出一个铁盒。。。
它只是一个普通的铁盒。。。
不但没有漂亮的外表。里边也没装着什么金银财宝。。。
我却不舍得把它丢掉。。。
因为里头装着12封你写给我的信。。。
信的内容非常的简单，却是我们友谊的见证者。。。
是它们让我和你从好朋友升级到死党。。。

我一度的认为，我们的关系不会因时间和距离而有所改变。。。
但事实证明，我是错的。。。
随着时间的过去，我们之间的距离越来越大了。。。
我们的话题和相聚的时间慢慢变得越来越少。。。
现在的你找到了另一半，也找到另一些志同道合的朋友。。。
这时的我才发现我已经不能加入你们了。。。
我们各自的生活圈子早已不同了。。。
只是我却不愿认清事实。。。
宁愿独自沉溺在过去的时光。。。

无论如何,我很高兴你能找到属于你的幸福和快乐。。。
愿你永远幸福。。。

First time absence from class with mc…
Normally I will still attend the class with the sleepy look after the medicine…
Today I really can’t stand the floating situation…
So I just gave the letter to the class rap and went back to hostel…
I slept from 11.30am to 1pm…
After that I woke up to have some bread and medicine again…
The medicine really made me wanted to vomit...
(Now my mouth was the aura of the biscuit, bread and medicine…
I really scared when I was talking with others and it will disturb them …)
Then I open my laptop and start playing game and watch drama…
Needed some entertaiment to forget it...
(An excuse for me to escape from the sea of assigment...^^)
Naughty girl always didn't take her medicine on time...
I know must change it so I could recover faster...
Now is almost time to have the last medicine for today...
Torture time again...
Anyone can replace me to have the medicine???
Especially the stupid cough medicine...

I hate to pay the doctor a visit…
This is because I got my own medicine…
It like wasted the money to get the same type of medicine…
Some more I don’t know which clinic I should go…
But this time I was forced to go…
Just to prove that I’m free from H1N1…
Because others were scared when I started to cough…
After checking, the doctor gave me some antibiotic and medicine for cough and fever…
The medicine for cough is so torturing…
It taste is so horrible and will make you feel like floating after you consumed it…
(Actually I rather have “Pei Pa Kao” than the western medicine…)
Other than that, the doctor kept warning me not to take spicy and fried food…
But how can it happen???
The food in cafeteria and shop nearby all sell malay food which are hot and spicy…
I think I would have bread and biscuit as breakfast and lunch…
Pity me…
Never mind maybe I can have some fried rice for my dinner later… hehe…
(Just don't let my mum know it... hehe...)
p/s: Thanks for accompany me although we just met on the way…

★.PART ONE
Q01、你的大名？★ 枫棼
Q02、你認為什麼才算是真正幸福？★有朋友和家人的陪伴。
Q03、你們覺得友情重要還是愛情重要，為什麼？★ 一样重要。
Q04、你相信天長地久嗎？★ 也许吧。
Q05、你現在過得快樂麼？★ 还好。
Q06、如果有秘密，你真的會做到坦白的告訴對方嗎？★ 需要看情况，才能决定。
Q07、喜歡小Baby嗎？★ 喜欢。
Q08、覺得友情是永遠的麼？★ 不是。
Q09、希望自己多大結婚？★ 没想过。
Q10、你會為他做自己從來不會做的事情？★ 會吧。
Q11、你覺得女生捲髮好還是直發好？★ 都好看。
Q12、最想去哪裡旅遊？★ 都想。
Q13、一輩子都不會忘記的事？★ 还没有发生。
Q14、如果愛一個人，是不是要拼命挽回他？★ 不一定。有时放手会跟好。
Q15、看到天空你想起的第一個人是誰？★ 自己。
Q16、你會愛他一輩子麼？★ 需要看对象。
Q17、喜歡你的人和你喜歡的人，你會選哪個？★ 不想选。
Q18、你會以何種方式表現你對他（她）的愛？★ 什麽都不做。
Q19、如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在你面前你會做什麼？抱著他？★ 静静的看著他。
Q20、如果你想痛扁一個人，你希望那個人是？★ 我还没有暴力倾向。
Q21、你會後悔過自己的決定嗎？★ 时常都会。
Q22、現在最迷什麼？★ 睡覺。
Q23、你是好孩子嗎？★ 50% 是。
Q24、覺得愛情和麵包哪個重要？★ 目前是面包。
Q25、如果你失戀了你會怎麼樣？★ 大哭一场，慢慢把回忆收在心底。
Q26、如果你的BF（GF）經常不回家的話，你會怎樣？★ 问他原因。
Q27、现在给你勇气，你最想做些什么事？★ 太多了。

★.PART TWO
Q01、是誰傳給你這份問卷的?★ 陈晓彬
Q02、你們認識多久呢？★ 1年多了。
Q03、TA對你來說重要嗎？★ 還可以吧！嘻嘻……
Q04、你與TA的關係是？★ 朋友
Q05、請問TA的興趣是？★ 布置部落和唱歌。
Q06、你覺得TA的個性如何？★ 開朗，活潑。
Q07、TA在你心目中是幾分？★ 和普通朋友一樣。
Q08、睡覺前第一件事？開風扇？喝水？★ 关灯。
Q09、你的偶像？★ 飞轮海
Q10、你喜歡的季節？★ 秋天。
Q11、你打工麼？★ 有。
Q12、打工次數？★ 一次。
Q13、你想去的國家？★ 日本。
Q14、你討厭什麼樣的個性？★ 雙面人。
Q15、你會抽煙麼？★ 不会。
Q16、你會喝酒麼？★ 还好。
Q17、你常哭麼？★ 会。哀哭鬼一个。
Q18、你常笑麼？★ 是的
Q19、你喜歡去哪玩？★ 有朋友在的地方。
Q20、去玩時喜歡自己一個人去麼？★ 都可以。
Q21、是假日時你都睡到幾點？★ 睡到覺得足夠。
Q22、今天的天氣是？★ 雨天
Q23、你們知道最遠的距離是什麽嗎？★ 我站在你面前，但你卻不知道我愛你。”

★.PART THREE
Q1、我的BGM好听么？★ 什麽東西？BGM？
Q2、你的皮包里有什么说说吧★ IC，钱。
Q3、你生命中最重要的人是？★ 家人和朋友。
Q4、啥东西是你喜欢吃的呀？★ 好吃的食物。
Q5、现在有喜欢的人吗？★ 不知道。
Q6、你還喜歡他(她)嗎?★ 不知道。
Q7、你觉得我坏吗？★ 不会。
Q8、无聊时会干嘛? ★ 胡思乱想。

我点名：
Fernzzz
恬穎
Elaine
美娟
Carson
James
Atuk

First thing we did after we reach was brought down and setup the barbeque stuff…
We helped others to light up the fire and made some drinks…
After that we could enjoy the chilled water from the waterfall...
At first, many of us still wonder was it the right choice to jump into the fast flow water…
Then a group of girls be the first to go down...
So at the end, all jumped in without hesitated after sawing others playing happily…

Setting the barbeque stuff...

Making the drinks...

The first gang went into the stream…

After the breakfast, we began a "war" between boys and girls…

Actually it was a game that we scored by shooting the goal…
The goals were made with slippers…

The "war" continued for more than an hour...

Half way of the game, I changed into the boys’ team as a goalkeeper…
Because they lack of teammate….
Well I did my job quite well… Hehe…

Boys' team...

Girls' team...

The "war" began...

Finally the result came out... It was tie...
A happy ending for us…

Peace...

Dila introduced us with the delicious ABC…
Then all of us having ABC in the water with cold weather…

Artist in our class didn’t forget his work…
He was concentrating on his art…

My class member really crazy with the camera…
All kept posing for non-stop after found a good view…

Our class had a picnic + barbeque today…
But early in the morning, it had started to rain…
Worrying the plan will be canceled I went to canteen to meet others…
We were asked to gather at 7am, but at that time just 4 people on time…
Anyway they told us that we will still go for the barbeque…
Maybe just can’t play at the waterfall…
We went there by small van (12 girls), motorcycle (2 boys) and a car (4 boys and the equipment for barbeque)…
The journey took about an hour…
When we reached the destination, all of us felt excited with it…
The scenery at there was so impressive…
Fresh and cool air made my soul awake…
Chilled water that made us giggle...
Bad weather didn’t bother us at all….
We did enjoyed our weekend happily …

p/s :I think those who like nature can pay here a visit…
You can also bring your family here for a picnic…
Sure you will also enjoy it…

The view from far make you feel that it was a sunny day…

Actually the target to be reach is clear and noticeable…

But I’m still feeling blur…
Which path will lead me to the target…?

Instead of staying in the hotel, we stayed in Qian’s house….
Due to yesterday tiredness, most of us woke up late today…
(I woke up at 8am, after cleaning went back to sleep again… haha...)

We had our breakfast at 11am…
Qian brought us to noodles stall nearby…
I had Hokkien noodles while Qian and Ching Ting had 鲁面。。。
The pricing at here very special…
1 bowl of noodles you need to pay RM2…
If you buy 3 bowls, then you just need to pay RM5…
That means the more you eat, the more you earn…
(Sure you will gain your weight too… haha…)

After the breakfast, we bought some onions and eggs from the grocery store…
(Just finished breakfast, now prepared for lunch…)
Actually “bear bear” senior already cooked some dishes before we went back…
So we just added onion eggs for our lunch…

senior...

preparing our lunch...

our onions egg...

We took our lunch at 2pm….
Before that, we were watching “The Little Nyonya” with the grandma…
Although we didn’t know about the beginning and the ending of the drama, we still enjoyed with it…
We could barely move our eyes from the TV to our lunch and packing…

watching "The Little Nyonya"...

he was telling the story... (suppose to be doing his work)

We prepared to go back at 4pm…
We packed roast duck rice as our dinner before we waited at the bus stop…
Again, we had to wait for an hour for the bus…

bye nice environment... got to miss it...

writting her dairy while waiting the bus...

be careful with H1N1...

Finally reach KSAH at 6pm….

We could not go out and hang around Lunas because of rainy day…
Never mind, next time still got chance…

Thanks Qian…
She did treat me delicious curry puff, 板面and 福建面…
Next time got chance then I will do the same to you…