Don’t know started from when, relationship between us getting closer and closer…
What make us getting together??? I am wondering…
Whatever… This wasn’t important…
This is because what we care about is ‘now’… Is it right my dear friend???
I am glad that given the opportunity to become one of this group….
Because of you all, I have learned that being frank with other is a good thing…
I understood that it is hard to be done but at least we need to try it…
This really can solve many misunderstanding…
I knew that recently all of you facing a lot of problem…
Although I can’t give any help to you all, but I still can be a good listener…
Actually you all always impress me….
Everyone will be emotional, but you guys can control it so well…
It makes me so ashamed…
The reason is I always ruin thing by my emotion….
I’m sorry my friend…
I will try to make some changes…
Hope there is enough time and perseverance for me…
About Me
有人说我是因为感到被忽略，所以才会有这种举动。。。
如果真的是这样，也许是你们按到我的依赖按钮了。。。
这让我担心融入不了这圈子。。。
也担心我们的关系会有所变化。。。
我知道你们一定会说我杞人忧天。。。
但我却停止不了这想法。。。
过去的事让我不得不多想。。。
我其实知道这些举动不应该时常有。。。
但却控制不到。。。
不但令你们担心，也会觉得我很烦。。。
我决定要做些改变。。。
但我肯定这不能在一瞬间做到。。。
所以希望你们能给我一点时间和帮助。。。
在我犯同样毛病时提点我一下。。。
小女在此谢过。。。
我怎么了？？？
为何我会如此情绪化呢？？？
我不懂。。。
我连现在的感受到底是快乐？？悲伤？？失望？？还是生气？？？
我也不知道。。。
我只知道我的眼泪会莫名其妙的落下。。。
我的心也不知道为什么会有被楸着的感觉。。。
谁能告诉我？？？
我到底发生什么事了？？？
Today was the last for this camp…
After breakfast we were asked to remove all the tent…
There was a closing ceremony at 8am…
We will be going back to school after the ceremony…
So we need to pack all the thing before it…
Saiful was busy helping us to take photo as memory for each tent member...
Thanks my friend...
" tentmate"... taking before remove our tent... hehe... Its ends with speeches by pengarah and the lecturers…
Then we need to carry all the things to the bus and head to the jetty…
all the participent... I’m glad that having this opportunity to join this camp…
It was so enjoyable and I had a lot of new experience from this camp…
Hope we still got chance for another camp like this in the future…
Activity for today was island hopping…
We were so excited with it…
Before the activity started, we divided into 5 groups this time…
I’m in group 2 with present of our school Pengarah and his wife…
Our first station was Pulau Beras Basah…
This island is so beautiful…
The sea water was so clear until we can see small fish and beach was full with fine sand …
We stopped by for about 20 minutes to have photo and play in the cooling water….
Pulau Beras Basah....
Then we went to see the eagle being feed…
We were a bit unlucky this time…
The eagles seem to be full with the food given by the tourist before us…
We hard to see them getting closer for the food we gave…
After sometime, we gave up and went to the next island…
the eagle looked so small from this view.... What so special about this island???
This island has the shape like a lay down pregnant woman…
There is a legend about the forming of the island too…
Other than that, there is a lake in the island…
Lecturers had organized many competitions among the groups…
I’m so happy because our group had won most of it…
Pulau Dayang Bunting...
whole group with two Hong Kong tourist...
I think their aerobic was a bit too short and not so systematic…
They will change their step as they liked…
Haiz… This made me miss aerobic that lead by qian qian very much…
After it was breakfast time…
Then we started our morning activities...
Each group will be having different activity…
1st group going for canoeing and 2nd go for jungle tracking…
After one and a half hour, each group will exchange their activity…
The 2nd group felt it so torture because they will be canoeing under the hot sun…
I’m felt so lucky to be the 1st group…
(It won’t be too hot since it was morning… hehe…)
These activities really need a lot of cooperation…
jungle tracking...
The activities in the afternoon were abseiling and exploring cave….
I was so scared of getting up there…
I had tried once in the gym with a very short distance…
Yet I had failed to get down safely…
With that height in reality I really dare not to try…
So I kept hiding myself behind my friends or mixed in those who had tried it…
When they said the lecturer asking member for cave exploring I quickly ran there…
Actually there was nothing special in the cave…
The lecturer simply asked us to go in there just with a small torch light in his hand…
I really felt that I was so useless… I kept troubling my friend at there…
Luckily they didn’t mind and willing to lend me a hand…
Thank you so much…
1st day of October I went for a 4 day 3 night camp…
Camp organised because it was in the syllabus…
Actually we were lucky for getting the chance to camp at the Langkawi…
Before this they were about to cancel it and make it in Pulako…
It sounds so stupid having a camp in the school area…
We reach the Beringin beach resort in noon…
First thing to do were setting up all the camp…
Pity us… our camp don’t have enough equipment…
Our camp should be the second finish…
But it ends up being the last finish…
Haiz…
Then followed with water confident activity…
We were asked to do ducky and turtle walk, before going to the deep sea…
1st time had the chance to swim until the middle of sea…
(We were wearing life jacket and under the leading of the lecturer…)
Most of us hurt our hand when we got back to the shore…
It was the result of going through the seabed was full of sharp stone…
At night, we learn to do the ikatan…
It was preparation for tomorrow abseiling….
Actually I prefer to have a try on flying fox instead of abseiling…
But we had to follow majority so the second choice on…
The day ends after night duty at 2am to 3am…
while waiting for the ferry to arrive
having breakfast in the mamak stall nearby the jeti